yeah :D

2010-07-24T17:21:00.001+08:00

2 months...
im moving house lo!!! woah!! saturday!!
1 more week closer to o level and i want to give up le..
my science and humanities is still failing..
i want to close this blog le.. its dead

2010-05-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

IM SICK!! :(
hate sore throat!!! :(((((((((

2010-04-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

D_ _ _ _ _ _ _????
is this the only way to make things better???
i thought things are getting better but......
is selling the house a good thing in the end???

2010-04-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

okay.. there's this problem that has been bothering me.. my studies my sleeping.. everything is bring pulled down..
its my house.. cause if by april cannot sell i die... but guess what???
GOD ANSWER MY FAMILY PRAYER!! today thats this butch interested and offer to buy!! WOAH!! tmr "he" is going to pay the deposit!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!
another miracle happens.... :)
im kind of addicted on online shopping.. going to be another huiling... my sister influenced me :(
i bought eug present, flats, bag and shoe.. :)
the weather is killing me...
last of all, thankyou lord jesus!! :)

2010-04-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

today's ss enrichment is GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! WOAH!!!
i shall skip school tmr.. cause thers only three periods... (PE, POA, EL) POA teacher's not coming and PE we are going to practice 2.4 run!! CRAZY!!! HAHAAHA!!!!!!
i am reading philip montofa book!! super nice.. at first i read the first few pages i sian so until now never read.. hehhe..
i kind of over over over spent money these days..
i need serious help in maths science and POA!!! esp. chem!! DIE this year o level -.-

2010-03-30T19:41:00.002+08:00

why must you like it also!! irritates me...
yesterday the mole gang came my hse to study:) hehe.. wanted to upload the photos but some idiot took it away..!! hate her!!
my school arranged free humanities tuition for all sec 5 students :) and the teacer is super nice... is every tuesday :) all the way to o level.. got hope le!! :) now i still need help for poa and science :(
next week is my mid year/ prelims oral.. die!! weakest.. :(
shit... the idiot came home -.-
i hate going to school.. i rather go church sia.. :(

2010-03-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

REGRETS!! why did i even say it out.. i told myself that i must concentrate on my o level this year but still.... WHY DID I EVEN SAY WHEN I ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER!!!
alot of things kept distracting me from doing what im suppose to do..
I cant concentrate on my studies, my daily devotions, and everything in my life is f**ked up!!!

where is the help and the light to led me on?? i dont know my direction now...

today i manage i balance POA!! woah... only 2 days of lesson and i didnt think that i can do it by my own.. :) im the few who can balance.. and i also helped some of my classmates to balance!! very good!! :) ohhh im on MYOB course.. :) the teacher is super nice and he dress not his age.. hahhaa.. if only the results on my report book is like this...

okay i am back to my down mood .. FML

2010-03-16T16:23:00.002+08:00

MYOB lesson now in school.. :)
today's the second day and i think everyone is stuck.. how can we be able to pass on thursday exam??? die!! i can catch up but i dont really understand..
mahjong mahjong mahjong...

2010-03-13T16:10:00.002+08:00

currently im studying with carolyn at airport :) very productive studying today...
i spend 2 hour plus on one article for the english hw.. sian!! carolyn completed 2 already!! :(
i wonder how am i going to complete the whole 4 articles.. when i still have to go sch from 9am to 4 pm!!! so muck homework.. sian.. anyway i like this english homework.. so interesting.. :) im doing the topic natural disasters :) i thought is the easiest but its quite troublesome to summerise it.. :(
i got my results back... i dont dare show my mum.. i fail all.. except english.. first time i fail more than 3 subjects..i wonder what will i get for o levels.. i beginning to give up.. im too stupid.. im planning not to let my mum see first till she is in good mood.. so people who know pls dont say!! :(
there is going to be a principle talk and teachers talk with parents.. die!!!
i hate my brain!!!

2010-03-13T10:50:00.002+08:00

i've just watched the video.. where got the wife fall, everyone see very long then pick her up??can see jack neo was very worried and took her up immediately what!! i think that both wendy and jack neo is in the wrong but i agree that the wife should forgive him.. :) all media should just leave them alone.. shouldnt be so KPO. they appear like they really want the family to break then happy... -.-
im going to be sick... :) feeling both cold and hot sia...
i got this video damn funny is my mum and dog playing with each other.. the funny part is my mum not the dog.. hehhe!! but my mum found out and dont let me post :( too bad..
i shall go study now!!! bye!!

2010-03-08T17:50:00.002+08:00

the best birthday i had all these years!! :) first of all is the surprise cell gave me on sunday night.. then is the surprise on monday during recess from group :)
BEST OF ALL IS THE PRESENTS I HAVE!!! first time i received so much presents :) ( most memorable (in a bad way) is the plate fork and spoon.. no eating-.-) and the correction highlighter tape!!! :)
my darling is still sleeping :) cute :)
today i came home and she jump around damn hyper!! it must be too happy to see me :) and she is getting fatter!! die!! i damn scared she will be as fat as me!!!! :D hehe
anyway when i came home the door was not locked!!! no one was at home -.- hais
(i just farted and my dog woke up :) )
i hate macdonald... i ordered doublecheese and they gave my mega mcspicy.. and best, my brother drank all my coke.. now i have no drink.. :(
i am so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont want to eat my mcspicy.. :(

2010-03-01T00:58:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
(and binghui, chengkang, ahmad, joshua ang. )
hahaha!! :) i really felt touched and happy!! thanks princesses :)
i really thank God for letting me have such nice cell group!! always caring and up to surprise!! :)
really thank that they organised and do so many thing just to give me this surprise!! love them alot.. more than anything!! wait..God first!! :)
okay i hate this weather!! HOT!! and my air-con is spoiled!! :(
i love what cell gave me!! esp. the correction tape and pencil box!! cool!! :)
"excited" tmr school for once this year!! hope to get presents :)
eugenia sent me this very nice msg.. very shocked and touched!! :) but she say she dont mean it the next msg she send -.- stupid irritating girl!! :) hahhaa!!
cookie is the first to wish me happy birthday!! hahha she was hyper at 12am sharp!! and barked at me!! consider as wishing me right?? sweet dog!! :)
okay!! i want to go my parent room!! aircon!! bye!!

2010-02-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

JUST NOW DAMN SCARY!! I ALMOST FAINT!!!@#$%*!@#$%^&*@#$%&
THE LEFT SIDE OF MY WAIST DAMN PAIN!! AT FIRST NOT THAT PAINFUL. ONLY WHEN I BREATHE. BUT SLOWLY IT BECAME DAMN PAIN.. I ALMOST FAINT, SAW BLACK BLACK THEN I QUICKLY SQUAT.. JINGHUI IS SO NICE TO MISS HER BUS JUST TO RUSH OVER TO SEE IF IM ALRIGHT..
today is a damn stupid day to go school cause i dont understand a single thing that is taught!!! and ms zahra still say im not trying hard for my coming o level.. no one knows how much i studied, how stress i am.. why must i take o level!! im going crazy im serious!! cause im a damn stupid dumb girl who just cant get anything into her brain!! small brain!!! born stupid!!

2010-02-24T17:57:00.003+08:00

stupid stupid stupid.. i suck at organising!! i give up.. i dont want to celebrate my birthday anymore..
i planned to celebrate on friday but some people cannot.. sat and sunday also.. monday i cannot.. only to blame myself..
this is the last year for me (unless i retain??) in this school, i really want to celebrate my birthday for once with them but... forget it.. it's just a loser birthday.. celebrate for what??
i shall go out myself to watch a movie or so...
why is my :) puppy so sleepy??!!!!

2010-02-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

i'm in love!! :)

introducing my new puppy!! poodle!! :) woah!! my mother allowed finally!!
now i can have the motivation to go home early heheh :)
she's damn pig!! sleep sleep sleep!! hahaha!! my new lover!! muacks!!
i havent thought of a name for her :( maybe cookie??? :)
i dont know how to celebrate my birthday with school people!! so ma fan!! i have this feeling of not celebrating le... damn sian to organize things but others can't go along with the plan
i want to eat pizza, garlic bread, and lots and lots of junk food!! woah!! :)

2010-02-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

im having diarrhea :(
today i wasted money one one stupid tomato pasta.. first of all i hate tomato.. second is i dont really like that kind of pasta i ate.. damn disgusting.. waste my $11.15!!!! :(
tmr last test of the week!! yeah!! poa and geo test was shit.. studied but still fail.. i give up my studies... how hard i try to study also no use..
i want a disc-man!! i realised that i have been liking disc-man since young.. i dont know why but i dont really like mp3 hahaha weird sia... :)
i dont know how to get along with my classmates.. hate going to school..
family problem came back.. studies problem all along there... dont know how i can manage my own problems.. sometime i think that im alone when problems come and i really want to give up..
family problem i also share to anyone cause my mother dont like telling outsiders what happen...
one good thing though... not me but my sister.. she won in N.E mation :) 3rd place :) each of the group members got a camera each.. cool sia!! hehe!! :)
my classroom everyday is getting colder and colder :( and my jacket is still not back yet.. :(

2010-02-16T17:10:00.002+08:00

do teachers really think that we are superhero???!!! this is what we get from teachers for cny!! right after cny holiday :

-wednesday pos test
-thursday geography test
-friday chemistry test

if this continues, i will die
i suck at studying lah!! i hate school!!!!

2010-02-15T23:13:00.004+08:00

i admit im jealous!! so what??? since all of you are one family then you all totally ignored the rest!! im just very pissed.. ever since " came, you all ignored the rest of us.. treat it like we are not even part of the family..
this year chinese new year is the most boring one!! no photo taking with family no nothing.. so the cousins went to town.. :) and watched a midnight movie :) stayed over at lixuan's house and slept at 5am :)
woah now that weijie knows how to drive, we can go eat supper anytime.. last night we after watching movie, weijie came to fetch us 5 girls to eat supper!! 3am!! one guy fetch 5 girls.. gentleman sia.. he became nicer now :) last time used to be those cool cool guy now middle of the "night" around 5am plus he scare us -.-
tmr another cousin study day :) im very worried about my o levels...

2010-02-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

okay.. this is funny.. today my second sis got lots of valentines' present and guess what my mum do??
she took the 'flowers' and wanted to cut the stem so can fit into the vase.. hehehhe
but its fake flowers.. and she can't cut cause its very hard.. hehhe.. :)
okay im pissed of the tb thing

2010-02-13T00:39:00.003+08:00

Loves!! ~~~favorite people to hang out with!! :)

Sam!! hahahha!!

Gao Qian the rooster :)

this is my 100 posts!! hehe :)
i just found out that there is a stalker!! hahah iris!!
the last post was not meant for the clique or princess.. just some other people..
im so excited to wear my dress... but i shy ah.. ahhahah..
tmr "tuan yuan fan" sunday "chu yi" yeah!!
should i tie hair to school?? :)
okay im seriously bored..

2010-02-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

woah!! i've bought my new year clothes already!!! black dress.. nice!! necklace earrings all done.. left my shoes :(
first time shoppung first day to find clothes then found!! damn fast lah!! hehe
my birthday is coming~~ but i dont want to celebrate with some people.(dont be sensitive, im not talking about you.. cause those people i dont want to celebrate with dont know my blog)
hais.. maybe i wont even celebrate cause so far i dont have any good memories..
im still so excited that i've bought my dress.. i saw sarah and her siblings.. :) ngee ann jiamin and some other ngee ann people :)
i love my dress!! c

2010-02-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

hey team!! you did your best so dont worry!! and it is really very good that we only lost by 1 point..
and jinghui, dont give up on prayer.. you know why we pray but no use?? ada told us that cause only the two of us pray.. anglican got one big church.. hahha okay lame
today was great! i dont know why but everytime i go ada shop i wont get bored.. seriously.. damn fun!! we acted this carrot cake shop thing.. damn funny..
i wonder how ada get 18 points for her o level.. hahha she said c if for girls.. -.- hahhaha
sunday i received 6 presents :)
1) sunflower!! thanks cell!!
2) cross necklace!! thanks zl!!
3) a booklet!! thanks keli!!
4) rose!! thanks church!!
5)angbao!! thanks mum!!
6) another cross necklace!! thanks to the greatest mum on earth!!
okay.. less than a month to my birthday!! :) but i dont think i will be celebrating :(
ohhhh!! I DIDNT SLEEP TODAY IN CLASS!! WOAH!! GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT!! :D
AND I'VE DONE MY HW FOR THE FIRST TIME!! HEHEH!!
im trying very hard for o level but i still need help :( GOD!!!

2010-01-26T17:16:00.002+08:00

woah~~ im so excited for sunday!! :) handsome guy coming to church!! :)
and most importantly im going to be baptize!! i scared sia!! hahah scared later drown or the water salty get into my eyes.. scared i unglam.. scared later come out of the sea my hair very ugly.. blah blah blah.. im abit regretting now.. hahahaha
i skipped school again!! this time no mc!!
i need help!! need tuition!! my studies are seriously in deep deep trouble!!! :(
and i am super busy that i have no time practicing keyboard!! :(
and you know why am i busy?? cause i spend the whole day doing one birthday card.. 1 front page only some more!! hais!!
i must have time management urgently!! GOD HELP!!
okay now i shall go..................watch tv!! heheh bye!!

2010-01-23T12:08:00.003+08:00

im in church now.. 3 more hours to wait before my cell starts..
im into keyboard now!! lesson was great and i can catch it!! yeah!!
things in my family is still the same.. crazy and idiotic.. i just dont get what adults are doing..
skipped school four days with only 2 days of mc.. cause something is wrong with my ear.. swollen and painful!! but it's getting better already :) but i still have to eat finish my medicine :( yeah but this week i went school only for 1 day!! woah!! to think that im going to take o level this year..
im using iris laptop :) nice key pad!! :)
anyway thanks jiamin!! for those encouraging words of god :) it does help :)
thanks to yinghui and sheryl for asking me to continue to trust god when i was feeling down and really wanted to give up on god.. :)
i used to think that god is not real cause i cant feel him hear him or know him that well.. but i now know that god has his own plan for me :) i shall continue to trust in him !! AMEN!!:)
anyway sorry i have to delete the previous post cause my mum say not to tell anymore since its family problem..

2010-01-17T19:12:00.002+08:00

enjoyed myself today!! even though my voice changed.. :(
went ikea with hl and iris!!! hehe and im thinking how to decorate my room already!! :)
ooops.. forget to say one good news!! :) my house the valuation is damn high!! woah!! means i can move house soon with a good price if someone is willing to buy!! yeah!! thank GOD!! :)
i love donuts and sunflower.. :)
okay.. i shall go and eat my donut now!! bye!!

2010-01-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

i didnt realise i still bother about you until i realise that im always looking out for you in your friends photos...
why cant we be the same as others?? as happy as the others?? as fun as others.. we changed to worse.. the gap between us have widen.. no point being together anymore..

2010-01-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

went to see doctor on wednesday and got an mc to skip poa test on thursday :) yeah!!
but i dont know what reason my cough got serious after eating the medicinetwice only!!
flu's still there, cough and sore throat getting serious :( tmr there's cell and i can't go!! :( so sad!! i need a miracle to cure my illness!! ahh!! very pain sia my throat!! :(
ohh anyway i love my school!! hehe i dont need to go school today!! cause last year batch o level students got really good grades that made my principle let us off one day!!! :)
how i hope my throat and cough and of course my flu to get better by sunday.. i dont want to miss sunday school!! :(

2010-01-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

i want to chop off my nose!! irritationg non stop tap!! disgusting!!!
suppose to go study with yh today but end up going ada shop and mostly we did was playing!! hahha very guilty of not going trg sia!! :(
i still very buay song about *** going into team when she dont even have commitment!! arghhh!! whatever!! hahahha
had fun at ada shop!! never regret always!! cause you will comfirm have lots of fun at her shop.. esp. the small kitchen!!! :) love the creactive way of her mother cook with the creative way of hers... :) im going to miss ada alot now that she's graduated :(

2010-01-10T23:27:00.003+08:00

woah!! quite surprised that i can talk to eugenia for more than 40 mins on the phone!! :) hehe
okay tmr is the day where almost all 17 yrs old students are scared!! :) cause its o level results day!! may God bless everyone and take away their stress!! esp. goh wei cong!! :) jiayou!! :)
should i skip sch tmr?? :) hahah :)
played basketball again this week!! and my mum say i slim a little!! woah!! encouragement seh!! :)
okay i shall go watch tv now :) night people!!

2010-01-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

today was the best day of the week.. :) whole week have been very stress for me in terms of family friendship and all.. bad school reopen start.. :(
but really glad today.. felt more free and myself.. no more mask anymore.. :) i will be looking forward every week :)

2010-01-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

first week of school was rough.. hate it.. everything is so wrong.. friends family studies and cca..
i just dont feel the same as last time anymore.. why isnt the feeling of closeness between us there anymore??
why is there so many quarrels lately that really bothers me so much??
why everything that is taught to me just cant get into my head?? im just that stupid!!
why no matter how hard i try i just cant get my goal.. BUT for someone, she dont even need to come trg but can get into the team..
my mum said i changed alot.. now i tend to think more and less dependent on others.. is that good or bad??
i want to start studying now but i just cant find the time.. after school im just too tired and dont really have the mood to study.. this whole week i have been going out to play..
weekend i've got to go out... how am i going to start?? im really very worried for my o level.. who is willing to tution me!!?? :(

2010-01-05T20:24:00.003+08:00

the worst feeling is back.. lousy friend lousy skill.. i just feel so lousy.. the feeling of not even important in the group is back.. the feeling of the lousiest in the team is also back..
the thought of playing for the team for the last year but cannot is so bad!! i am feeling super down and lousy!! and im just the lousiest friend ever on earth...
these two were my most important thing to me but now all is not within me.. i have given up hope for everything.. even for my o levels..
FML FML FML!!!

2010-01-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

balled today!! :) woahoo!! :) so long never ball so freely and fun!! really feel very comfortable with this group of friends :) shall go out with them more often :)
okay i bathed 3 times today :) feel damn clean!!
in a few hours time is school reopen, and guess what.. :D i havent done my homework havent pack havent do everything lah!! :) im obviously still in the holiday mood and not ready for school!! :)
AND NOT READY TO START STUDYING FOR O LEVEL!!!! :(
i've found my study group!! woah!! ) yeah!!! hope we really can study together!! let it be successful!! :)

2009-12-31T21:44:00.003+08:00

why is everyone so eager about 2010?? when this means that 2012 is near?? im really very afraid to face each year.. pressure and stress will increase..next year O level the year next is which poly which course...
worked today...of all the 4 days i worked, today i enjoyed the most :D even though the guys kept de siao-ing me, but they were very funny :)
i miss bully, niuniu, pomy, doudou, and of course xiongxiong!! :) okay they are all dogs :)
love bully lah!! cute puppy bulldog!! and of course my new love!! niuniu!! :) fat pig!! the bulldogs are the cutest bulldogs!!! :) i love bull dogs now.. but not the normal breed..it's another...forget what's the name of that breed le.. :) it's niuniu and bully's breed :)
xiongxiong bacame strangers with me and sometimes will growl at me but he's still adorable!! :) he became bigger!! bigger than me!! :)
doudou is a puppy german shepherd!! :D damn timid lah!! :) and pomy became my follower :) following me around :)
work was tired but when you receive the money you will suddenly think that all was worthy!! :)
love B :)

2009-12-26T06:04:00.002+08:00

its 6am in the early singapore morning and i still cant get to sleep..stupid aircon freaking cold...

celebrated christmas with relative.. :) love it when the festives comes cause there's the only time we cousins come together. :( we girls as usuals still like to take photos and photos and photos.. the guys starting to drink le!! hehe.. careful of your beer belly!! :)

until now weijie havent even drive me~!!! arghh!!! im still waiting...

okay~ my sister is snoring..:) hehe

ohhhh im staying at my cousin hse now :) okay i think it has become a tradition to stay at her hse every festive celebration.. suppose to watch Alvin and the chipmunks but cinema full :(

played mahjong!! :) finally man!! but still lose to weijie :( (weijie is my cousin)

and me and my (girls) cousins went to have a late supper.. 2 am we went to eat instant noodle at 7-eleven.. thats why i like 24 hrs shop :)

and thats how i am becoming fatter :(

school is reopening in a week time i think and guess what.. i havent buy books touch any homework and pack bag..obviously im still in the holidays mood!! i mean who will do homework?? not like there is value marks given to your o level right??:)

brrrrrrrrrr...coollllddddd aaaiiiirrrcccccooooonnnnnn!!

i wanted to post some photos up but upload failure :( took damn alot of photos with my sis DSLR!! :) blame it on my cousins okay!! they are photos taking freaks.. non stop one sia.. this take that take.. i just join in the fun :)

oh there's this new game i played is the monopoly deal card game.. nice game~~:)

34 more mins before i go to sleep :) cause im playing zoo world :P have to feed my pet when finish breeding or else will sick :(

its 6:23 now :)

i will have to wake up at 8:30 and go to my other cousin house :) yeah!! fun!!haha cause its my aunt's wedding anniversary i think and i volunteered to babysit my little cousin!! :).. but i think i will be sleeping :)

come on...30more mins :) zzzzzzzzzzzz......

ooohhh anyway this is for someone:

jiayou!! i know things are really bad or you now.. but you must stay strong!! dont get to stress and tire yourself out.. if anything you need you can come to me.. i can lend you a listening ear.. even though things are falling apart but i believe bad times are going to be over and good things are on it's way.. concentrate on the things important to you right now.. other things can wait.. right now i think you should concentrate on your studies first... the rest are just not the right time for you to be worried about.. sometimes you can just treat yourself as a kid.. do the things you like.. those irritating worrying things just leave it aside and be happy..

im not going to say who is this for.... just hope this someone will know that is for her..

okay.. my cousin is snoring :P this is funny!! cause normally im the one who is snoring :)

i love yt...haha yiting :)

jiayou!! 20 more mins :)

i love sunflower!! :)

ohh i saw this heart shape necklace i like!! :) wanted to give it for my two sister as their birthday present but my aunt gave us necklace as christmas presents already.. :) so maybe im going to get it for myself.. or wait for someone to buy for me.. hope my mummy will...hinting her alot of times le but she said no :(

okay i think i dont need to sleep le.. cause if i sleep i can only sleep or an hour and a half?? whats the point?? :) hahah

why are seriously so many girls adoring korean guys?? like as if they will marry a korean guy?? first of all must learn their language.. its already so ma fan lah~ what big bang dbsk..hais..

i want to watch alvin and the chipmunks Sherlock homes the spy next door...and many more.. but i should be concentrating on o level when the year 2010 come...

this is a super long post cause im posting alot of craps here to pass time :) so its going to be long to the next time im going to have my next post :)

yeah!! 9 more mins :)

5 more mins :)

okay the sun is up.. its 6:52 now :)

okay now is 7:02am!! i am going to sleep finally!! yeah!! bye!! :)

2009-12-25T01:01:00.004+08:00

merry christmas everyone!! happy birthday jesus!! :D
okay this is the first time i send so many christmas wishes to everyone :) so be honored to receive it okay!! :) okay im going to be a big fat pig when school reopens!! this week....
monday midnight buffet steamboat!!
wednesday christmas dinner
thrusday ate alot of nice food.. my mum's in good mood :D
friday another family christmas dinner!!
what am i suppose to do?? and im feeling kind of hungry now.. :( i've gain weight!! i should stop all my late supper habit!! :(
here's some photos :)

cute small bananas :)
see the differnce?? damn cute lah!!

2009-12-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

back from camp on sunday!! great camp!! :) didnt regret in the end!! :) great worship with great people.. great games with great group members!! :)
christmas is coming and i want presents!! i want flower!! :)
i want to watch avatar!! heard is super nice nice nice.. :)
i need to get out of my house!! pls pls pls someone pls ask me out!! :(

2009-12-14T00:24:00.002+08:00

i want to go out!! but im lazy to change, pack things, travel so far.. stupid me.. to me bugis is already very far.. good thing i stay in singapore sia..
this is damn random but i miss chirag.. haha
ohh!! i bought my santa gift ffor my junior already!! one thing done finally! :) didnt spend any money on it cause my father volunteered to pay :) thanks!! :)
i want to go ada's shop!! sorry yinghui, should have gone with you today, but i lazy.. im becoming a pig soon lah!! i kept asking people to jio me out but i always say im lazy when they asked.. i really want to go out!! but... hais.. i want to go manicure!! jinghui!! :)

2009-12-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

my energy drink before training!! yeah!! :)
my passion for basketball is back!! yeah!! nice coach know the seniors are lazy to wake up so early so change time to 10:30am hehe!! 3 more hours to sleep!! :)
i want to go gym!!! anyone??? please ask me out!! im dying

2009-12-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

haha!! my aunt thought that eugenia is my boyfriend!! :( thats like an insult to my taste.. hahha!! kidding.. eugenia is handsome :)
these few days i have to help my mother to do some stuff.. until wed then i will have back my freedom!! (Y) bad thing is the movie i have been looking forward to, i cant go!! cause zb they all planning to go tmr!! :(
i have been spending money like water flowing from tap.. die!! i need to start saving money!!
ohh.. i love this person alot man!! okay.. its a woman!! :) shes so nice to me.. and she's pretty..hehe!! how i wish she can be my godmother!! love her jaguar!! damn nice and comfy..
got to know alot of people today and i am damn paiseh so i shy shy answer their questions.. those very usual question... how old are you?? hows your results?? blah blah blah.. and they kept saying the same thing.. aiyoh you very well mannered!! very guai!! hais.. why must everyone ask the same thing and repond the same thing.. i rather they dont talk to me.. :) damn typical people always ask the same thing..
ohh.. anyway i think the new coach is nice.. :) at least she treat me as a senior.. let me play.. not like ***** always choose the same few people in one group... and we warm up everything all got discount.. run can no timing..juniors must within 10 mins.. haha thats why im going training tmr!! :) thanks sheryl for willing to pei me!! :)
jinghui working
yinghui malaysia AGAIN!!
zhaobin dont want
ada never reply
sarah see first
hais!! i shall be nice and go training..
being friends is always better than being an admirer :)
training tmr.. going to have my beauty sleep!! goodnight! :)

2009-12-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

i realised my hair grew very fast!! :) (L)

went to celebrate eric lim's early 15th birthday at cathay!! :) ate at astons for lunch and the very nice handsome birthday boy treat :) thanks eric!! :) total : ($146.60 i think)
okay we took a group phot but it sucks.. :( so i never post it.. :)
went sarah house after lunch.. :) almost very did the "same old thing" and i once again joined!! i cant resist temptation!! like jinghui said " dont say it when you cant do it" :( :( :( :( but lost only 5 "potato chips"
omg!!!this is so funny!! and paiseh!!
EUGENIA GOT MOLESTED!!! haha!! (Y)
there's this indian man who touched eugenia's back and was almost touching her chest!! good thing eugenia covered fast.. actually not that guy fault cause today eugenia wear until really very guy..and it was damn crowded.. hehe:)
and the worst thing is eugenia went to use a flower (fake one..we both bought from some charity thing) and hit that guy!! nice one lor!! the guy thought it's me and looked at me.. hais.. and i said sorry!! eugenia hit very loud and i guessed quite alot of people saw..
next time better not stand beside eugenia!! always getting other people to think that im the one who did it.. stupid eugenia!!
should i go training on tuesday?? haha :) night people

2009-12-03T16:08:00.022+08:00

hey people!! remember to watch the video i uploaded on facebook!!
hahah damn funny.. omg.. im going to advertise to everyone!! hahah!! jinghui and ada 's going to kill me!! :)
anyway i delete some post is not because of the person.. is the sch.. hahha.. not really nice to say here... :)
yesterday my body parts breaking apart.. paralyzed on bed almost the whole day.. :( damn boring.. wanted to go keith hse but didnt :( sian!! and i think i am addicted to facebook games...haha even though i didnt really think its that nice.. haha

im trying to love the people i hate.. only this way can we be close.. :)
if only you are not that nice to me.. maybe this wouldnt be happening..

i realise ada is nice haha... love her laughter.. :)
okay let's say out things i think of my friends..

-jinghui : funny person.. best hanging out place with her is ktv!! haha :) she and her dance!! things in common : BCM!!! haha but sometimes she can be too direct..

-yinghui :amazed that she can go out alone sia.. haha encouraging me quite a few times..i dont even think she knows.. okay..i dont know what to say
(i thought this is easy but i cant think of anything!! haha)

-zhaobin :she's damn cute!! haha!! i still remember that time basketball camp she self intro!!damn cute..

-eugenia : omg!! alot of things to say!! hahha.. she can be very irritating and feel like bashing her up but sometimes without her it's just wierd.. she's just a very unique friend.. can make you laugh like crazy but can make you pissed off until you can go crazy.. thats why i dont like letting her know my secret or else she will de siao me until i feel like killing her!! haha our eight character is seriously just dont match cause we always quarrel!! haha omg!! i hate her when she kept starting the thing about sj.. hahaha

-sheryl : she can be super nice and is damn helpful but sometimes she pms very bad mood damn scary...

-joan : haha.. i cant click with her.. :) still remember that time we sat together on bus.. whole journey silient.. dont know what to say.. i feel like talking to her but dont know how to start topic.. soon not more than 5 mins she moved behind!! haha..

-carolyn : omg...i cant think of anything sia.. only her laughter.. :)

-sarah tan : i love talking to her.. and hate it when she start ignoring me.. my favourite person to sms.. sometimes when she make me damn angry i dont know why i cant be angry with her..i just cant force myself to be angry with her..

-ada : suddenly these few days started to get close to her.. 4 years and only when she's graduated then i started to get close.. regrets.. nice person.. contagious laughter!! UM!! hahaha you know what i mean.. :)

okay...guys..damn random
-chirag : bestfriend (guy) nice person.. :) always never fail to make me happy and get my lots of kinderjoy!! :) thanks!!

-ruban : fart!! haha.. i love the gentleman in him.. i always think that he is handsome!! hahaha still remember the sec 3 life with him and peihan.. wasted the whole year playing..never really study!! had lots of fun!! :)

-pei han : realised that he's quite quiet at times.. always hitting me.. ahaha cause he say he treat me as a guy friend.. like eugenia..

-keith : funny interesting guy.. poker gangster... haha

-asaph : not that close to him but SOMEONE say that he's the nicest guy you can have as friend if you get to know him.. i just know he's funny :) and nice.. that time after prom at chowlin's house he slept on the floor cause he didnt have any space on the sofa and didnt want to wake us up.. nice right?? :)

-chowlin : guai lan ttm!! hahah but nice guy.. :) wasnt that close to him until prom.. went his house with the rest.. :) why he dont like dogs?? i think he is the only person i know who dont like dogs!!

-matthew : handsome guy!! :) i like his house.. got pool table one sia!! :) and he is very funny

-lim weijie : heard he very gentleman.. :) can do anything to make the girl he like happy.. nice gentleman.. :)

-eric lim : ohh.. i never tell anyone this but i think he is handsome!! and nice.. like him as a friend alot!! :) still remember when he make me angry by lying to me that it's a basketball show when its a horror show.. haha.. he's damn scary when he lose in games.. :(

because of these people i love my secondary school life.. :) esp. the girls!! love them.. hope we wont forget each other when we go our seperate ways.. :(

2009-12-02T00:50:00.007+08:00

training!! aching body!! this sounds wierd but i feel like going gym..hahaha
went to meet ada with yinghui and jinghui at katong mall... sing k at teoheng for 3 hours.. saw kenneth tan!! hahah handsome dude!! was awkward when he joined..
spend the rest of my time in ada's mum's office.. played with alot of nail polish till whole hands dirty.. hahaha... hands too dirty to take photo.. hahah :) yinghui and jinghui went pp then join us again.. i like ada's mum.. nice :)oh... we ate watermelon in a very interesting way also!! haha
on the way back home i saw someone.. hehe.. long time no see!! still so handsome!! hahha hope to see him more often next year in sch.. :)
anyway i deleted some post cause something happen.. :) paiseh.. aiyah.. also no one see de.. hahha :) im dead tired.. going to sleep le.. here's some photos on the watermelons we ate.. :)

disgusting ada and jinghui ate with condensed milk

2009-11-22T13:45:00.015+08:00

love this group photo!!!! :)lim weijie :) nice guy..gave me a flower :)
goh peihan.. look damn handsome ah...
funny guy..slept on the floor.. :)

preettyyyyyy sarah tan!!! :)
rest of photos in facebook... i think i look damn ugly:(
love this group phot!!!!

2009-11-03T12:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH.T!!!
later going sarah's hse for dinner!! yeah!! vicky!! :))
skipped school for two days.. not even feeling guilty..hais..getting addictive to skipping sch.. die

2009-10-29T21:38:00.007+08:00

these were taken quite long ago...

vicky...my favourite dog!! :D (above)
had a family day out at sakura.. :D

second sister (below) <3
brother!! (below)

i got my results slips...pass only english and chinese...omg..how im i going to survive next year!!! i need to jiayou already...
sad day.. got to know that there will be someone left behind next year.. im really going to miss him.. still remember that time when we pon sch together..damn random..
done with my maths o level!! (Y) now chinese to go and im free!! damn excited about PROM!!! hehe..havent bought my heels still.. hais..
sarah's birthday is coming.sian!! what should i get??!!! headache!! haha!!
omg...im watching a damn disgusting show..a group of people like piercing suspenders..its like 4 huge fish hooks pierced through your skin at your back then hanged high and swing around...so pervert!! eeewwwww!!!

-you two are more than friends..and im not sure who i really like!! argh!!!

2009-10-24T22:35:00.003+08:00

celebrated Zhaobin's birthday on Thursday..great dinner (thanks zb!!) then went to the apartment (sheryl's aunt's empty apartment..nice of her to let us stay) played a drinking game but it's not really successful cause everyone kept laughing when we are not suppose to..haha..long time never had such a great fun with group until late night, remembered how each of them laughed and faces went red..:D
puked and was having a terrible headache while sleeping..
woke up at 5:30 and ironed eug's, sarah's and my uniform..then went to wake eugenia..she slept only for 30 mins i think..wanted to wake sarah first but she's "praying".... haha :)
i went packing the house a little cause i thought the rest will have a bad headache in the morning :))
finally woke sarah up at 6:45 when shes suppose to wake at 6 -.- accompanied her in the bathroom while she's bathing cause she's scared... but i didnt see anything okay!!! eugenia's there too..sarah dropped her panty while taking her towel so i have to help her dry by using the hair dryer..and wat i get in return is a "maid" -.- bad right?? :( somemore i had to blow dry her hair...no..is her's and eugenia's hair...
went school late ..bad headache!!! vomitted once and i forced myself to sleep but thanks to the playful sarah came to strangled me and make me puke again..next, she scared me from the back..puked once more..but thankfully all i managed to run to the toilet in time..
had an intensive maths lesson by giving us a thick stack of past years papers and we have to do it our own..in class with no teachers -.- pointless... so eugenia and i decided to go back to the apartment..
went back to the apartmant around 11... catched the sister's keeper and slept a little..went home after that..
i've paid the prom money..and prom dress..no turning back...im damn scared on prom day i will be damn ugly..a laughing stock..havent bought my heels..
i just realised my maths o level is on tuesday and wednesday..die!!! 3 more days..havent touch my books yet..why cant my chinese paper start first.. hais..

2009-10-03T01:55:00.002+08:00

felt like im no longer needed in the group..no one cares whether im involved with anything they do..whether it is to go out or a joke...im not involved..sometimes people even forget that im not there..even if middle of a discussion i leave or want to say something, no one cares..im just an extra..i dont even know why im accepted..im dont deserve these friends right???
but thanks to them to who i am now..i love everyone of them..without them i have nothing.they were the ones who made me come to school, or else i will still think that school has nothing for me to feel excited to go..
but these days i dont have the urge to go school anymore cause due to the time in ending time i rarely see them..but even im with them i feel damn extra...i dont even know what they are saying..they tends to have more secrets among them now that i feel im the only one who is kept in the dark..
they went out i also know through their blog..all of them going prom but i was not called..is just someone ask me whether i going..i thought all of them not going thats why i didnt wanted to go but all of them change their minds and was talking what to wear.they seems like it doesn't really matter whether im going..
i really dont want to lose them..any of them.. but i feel like i am going to be seperated from them..im scared..i no longer feel like the times we were together before..is it that im no longer important to them??in my life, friendships dont last...
i saw someone last sunday...important to me..once..but i made the wrong choice of leaving first and now we barely recognise each other.. i really scared that this time i will have to lose these friend again like how i lose that person..
is one less people in the group better?? and that person is me?? does 8 sounds better than 9??

GOODNIGHT RUBAN!!!

2009-09-07T14:27:00.002+08:00

my adorable brother bought me a tigger-look-alike toy!!! so sweet right?? and for no reason.. awww...how i love him!! he was sick this morning and i went to fetch him after he went to see a doctor..on the way home we still went to catch butterflies..hahah i manage to catch one but he didnt..:D
yesterday i went airport study with yh ruban and zb..not that productive but i manage to study abit.. :D im getting the hang of probability!! yeah!! after that ruban and i went 85 to meet keith and group.. went home around 9 plus and after that went for a night walk with my sisters and brother:D
today im going to be a good sister..staying at home to take care of my brother :D

2009-09-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

i'm just a failure in everything i do..everything just suck more and more whenever i'm involved!! i still dont get myself of what i'm doing or thinking when it comes to friendships..i thought the thrash out will be useful but i still dont feel the same..the problem lies with me..i dont deserve such friends.

2009-08-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

LOCKED

words i dont want to say out but kept inside my heart..

2009-08-17T23:46:00.002+08:00

staying in pasir ris these 2 weeks at my cousin place cause my house's renovating!! hehe..
i feel damn accomplished!!! i studied the whole chapter on gradient and trigo myself!!! hehe but the trigo part i still cant really get it..haha
went school early but was late in the end cause i waited for sarah.tan. haha but just got canteen duty to do :D after school went to eat KFC then went white sands library with sarah and ian :D
reach home around 5 plus then studied!!! :D how i wash everyday is like today having the motivation to study.. prelims are coming and what shit have i studied??!!! stupid!! i am sure going to fail!! i hshould have taken n levels this year.. :((
im going back to tampines on wed!! :(( sad!! but im also excited to see my house!! i miss my brother and mother...imagine not seeing them for two weeks!! :((

i realized liking you as a friend is better than liking you as a lover.. less awkward!! :D yeah!! haha :)

2009-07-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

study study study study!!! with jane zhaobin and sheryl wooooooooo!!!! haha pretty productive today!! hope tmr will be productive again with ada chirag and yh!!! :D :D :D
studied from 3 to 7.30.. :D after that we went 85 to join the two couple for dinner :D

hais..i really regretted for not taking n level instead
cause im drifting away from the group :( really feeling very down

im feeling very irritated even if i hear your name..
your every little action really make me feel like vomitting
you are like acting to get attention and you kept thinking that we care who you are with
feeling really very disgusted!!

2009-07-19T20:32:00.003+08:00

when you ask GOD for something. GOD wont give you immediately, but instead, he gives you the opportunity of learning how to have it..
it's like asking GOD for a meal and he wont give it to you, instead he will teach you how to make money to buy a meal..
"God wants the rose!!"

2009-07-19T20:05:00.002+08:00

went church today!!! yippee!! okayyy..it's kind of a quiet church but it's not so bad :DD
thursday was gina birthday!!jh and i went ktv to celebrate.. thanks craven for fulfilling my wish!! :D
then friday was jinghui birthday.. HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!! haha..after school went movie with.... eric.lim , sarah , sheryl , zb , ian , eric.leong , keith...blah blah..forgotten who else.. and stupid idiot me trusted them!! bluff me into watching horror!! hate them!! sat beside eric who made stupid comments.. scaring me more..
after that we went bedok simpang!!! haha..three couples (carolyn&jeremy joan&yilun jh&fauzi) and four S.A.D (me sarah zb and sheryl) but my mum force me to go home early :(( so i left at 8.40pm..
me:i flying home now. at 201 already
mum:飞慢点！注意安全！
me:好的。我爱你。：）
mum:哦！忘了，你这么胖，飞得起吗！小心哦！
bastard right!!! if only i know my mum in good mood then i would have reached home later :((
anyway good news to people staying in pasir ris!! from july 30--august 12 i can go home with you!! yeah..haha cause my house renovating then i will be staying at my aunt place!! damn excited!! haha..cause her house damn nice!! :D

2009-07-14T19:13:00.002+08:00

stupid 2.4km run!! i hate it the most!! haha
today i used my pen and poke chirag hand and it bleed!! omg!! haha..damn guilty lah..okay i shall treat him nicer next time..i try!!!
i feel like im talking to myself in this blog..cause like no one come sia...DEAD!! so, pls tag!! :D
nothing to say.. boring day...
ohh!! my class got theft case... good thing im not the victim..poor joanne and eugenia..
ohh!! i fucking feel like plucking out my eyeball!!! yuck!! cause my house area renovating then got alot of indians workers!! and when i walk home i saw a guy taking down his pants..good thing he back facing me.. stupid white underwear!! feel like vomitting!!! ewww!!

is liking someone or giving up someone harder??

2009-07-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

failure day..
wanted to buy "lollipop" but failure!! damn malu..haha..
wanted to study but got distracted and ended up chatting and gossiping

went to simei with zb and sarah.. waited for 30 mins for them cause they went dating!! haha.. after that went bk to study but only zb did her hw..me and sarah was talking..at least i did one ss question..(make any difference??) :D
and i bought two pencil box!!!! yeah!! cause my current pencil box is too heavy..hmmm...too many pens so i needed two pencil box..but it's so much lighter!! :D
i dont know why but i dont feel that excited to receive your msg anymore..cause of all those 'dao' reply..haha..not meaning that it's your fault.. just that i dont know what to say even though i really want to msg you..
i need to find another church!! anyone can invite me to their church?? thinking of going to try sheryl church..cause she's the only close friends who is going church..
jinghui birthday's coming...6 more days..want to let her have a memorable birthday but no idea leh... :((

2009-07-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

suppose to go SP today for dinner but my mum cooked for me.. :( she say she cook already so dont allow me to go out.. :( i so sad lah!!
stupid keith and gerald wong use my phone to zilian!! and idiotic keith set it as dp!! scare me sia!!
yesterday i went town with sarah.tan ruhuan and camille..:D walked around alot and finally sarah decided to buy a crampler(i dont know how to spell).. then something made us damn angry..
we was thinking of taking 518bus home so we waited for it for 19mis.. and we were discussing about putting how much coins..then suddenly sarah : eh!! 518!! but too late liao..and the next bus will reach in 38 mins.. so we went all the way back to take mrt!! i first time wait so long for a stupid idiotic bus man!!
okay..today quite a biring day but i was damn hyper in the afternoon..
i send carolyn this:
me:"hey baby, love me more.give me your love.come on, tonight will it be."
carolyn:"fuck you"
me:that's why i say tonight..dont so desperate."
carolyn:"stop it!!"
me:"tonight will be the night that i will fall for you. baby i love you."
HAHA!! and sarah :
sarah: "hello.baby i love you."
me:"omg. touched! :) love you too!!"
sarah:"haha..fuck you haha.
me:"crazy idiot! you suppose to send to jinghui right?"
sarah:"yah..sorry send wrong"
me:"idiot.give me false hope!! ass hole"
..........
sarah:"haha fuck you..
me:"now you want me.want to get AIDS ah??"
sarah:"no i want jinghui"
me:"me jinghui...who else you want?? my mum want??"
sarah:"haha.fuck you."
me:"i dont want to be last. later aids"
sarah:"then you second"
me:"okay!! go tell jinghui...the time and venue lah.."
sarah:" okay tonight threesome"
after school went to eat yoshinoya.. :D then go home and ......SLEEP!!!

2009-07-09T00:36:00.004+08:00

stupid "baijia" brand noodle!!! make me feel damn unwell!!
i'm getting sick soon..voice changing and flu starting.. i like the part where my voice change!! first time!!
i went swensons!! hehe!! nice food nice place and nice value!! haha.. sarah and i had a romantic lunch!! *kidding.. hmm...expected to pay more than 12 bucks and guess what??!!! it's only $17.07!!! for both me and sarah!! so..each of us only pay 8.50!! :D i'm going to go back soon!! and try the salad that sarah recomment!! :D
suppose to go sakae with andrew kevin eug sarah and some guys but the guys think that it's expensive so i ps andrew kevin and eug.. sorry!! sat different table from the guys so it's only me and sarah.. we sat by the window!! romantic seh!! haha.. but it was freaking cold lah!! sarah tremble until the fork almost drop..haha
talk alot about sarah..her story damn interesting..for me.. laugh for damn nice and funny part but feel very pity about some part..hais!!
i kept coming home early and straight away go sleep like some pig for 4-5 hours and i will be hyper during this time..1am~3am.. wondering what time i'm going to be sleepy again..my muscle pain is acting on my knees and it's fucking pain!!
i enjoyed today very much cause of my voice and i didnt feel sad today!! yeah!!

2009-07-07T16:48:00.002+08:00

first time choosing the longer route home.
first time having the feeling of throwing up and crying at the same time.
first time get so affected over someone.
first time feeling so sleepy still, after a long nap

knowing too much may not be good.
sarah get ready to marry jinghui..

2009-07-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

haha..my mum got funny english Pronounciation.
celery- celaly
prickly- pinky
shelves-shelter
and many more but forgotten le..can seriously laugh until stomach pain!! haha.. anyway i bought ian as my pet!! hehe.. im addicted to freinds for sale..haha
today no fate sia..i was told he was at pp when i was at marine parade library studying.. :((
i told sarah i want to give up le then she said this:

" if you give up i marry jinghui!!" (sarah)
"okay!! i dont mind 2 life partners " (one is fauzi)(jinghui)
"then tmr prepare the proposal and registeration" (me)
"dont need lah..just go buy tickets and go paris romantic with her" (sarah)
(jinghui dont care.. dancing in the library)
"jinghui dancing? sexy right??" (sarah)
beginning we wasnt very concentrated in studying but until the last hour.. :))
there's another joke..

"why you kept sms-ing sarah?? like her again ah??"(jinghui to me)
"what sia??" (me)
"why?? you jealous ah??" (yinghui)
"fuck you..like you meh?? lesbian!"(jinghui)
haha..to think that yh jh and i like sarah before..so ma lu!! haha

anyway i'm watching some NKF show just now..and i'm deciding to donate my kidney and liver..haha..
anyway i'm thinking of not putting my blog private cause only got 3 people who can access to my blog now..so Pathetic!! but if i change then i'm going to change url :)) help me think!!

2009-07-04T20:15:00.001+08:00

i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!! you fucking think it's so fun!! you are fucking still the same old you!! still thinking about yourself before others!!
in school you make fun of me i didnt do anything then you do the stupid ffs thing i still never say anything and now you fucking make things worse!! since when did i say im going to make this high profile!! why cant you just know how to keep your fucking mouth shut??!!!

pissed off!! why must people make fun of others just to make themselves happy?? irritating!! arghhh!!!

2009-07-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

these days are pretty nice!! got closer to Sybil and Nuraini..all we do is gossip!! haha!! love them!! know some secrets!! :DD
scholl reopens till now are so far so good. cause people forgotten about **
i love sarahtan!! hehe!! if you know the reason :D
hehe..thanks to her i'm everyday looking forward to go school...
i know it is impossible but i just can't control..but since i didnt even expect anything to work or change..it doesn't matter :))
sometimes i just feel like going up to him and say hello!! but i dont dare!!

the harder you try, the more it wont happen to you.
the more you avoid it, the more it will come on it's own!! :((

2009-06-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

hehe!! went pulau ubin yesterday!! :D yeah!!
lucky me found 2 durians!! i biked all the way and my butt hurts alot now:D
here's some photos :D

damn small durians!! as small as my palm

the very first pizza i made!! :D taste smell looks, all got!! :D

Public toilet!!

2009-06-14T04:27:00.000+08:00

i've seen alot of people blogs and they are all very happy.. i realised that i'm not..not happy..
and most importantly i've failed again.. no more am i trying again..

2009-06-14T03:35:00.000+08:00

now is 3.35 pm and im still not sleepy!! hyper!! hehe
i hate my internet!! damn laggy when playing games..make me lose in neopets :(:(
and i was laughing out loud viewing through dickson's videos..damn funny!! everyone should see it!!

these few days, i've been studying with yh alot..sometimes zb jh and sarah join but all i can do is maths maths maths..cause i have alot of test paper to do!! sian!! alot of questions blank one cause i dont know how to do..i suck in maths..:( who's willing to teach me!!

2009-06-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! my brother created a blog!! damn funny!!
www.maxlee09.blogspot.com

went airport with jane zb and yh..was kinda slacky at first until someone guai lan me then i serious liao and did my work..after that zb and jane left so yh and i continued.. very productive!! i love today!! im gonna chiong maths now!! (anyway zb, im not angry hehe:D just playing with you only!!:D)

very happy that i am able to leave my hse and see the outside world once again!! i've been staying at home cause my mum ground me :(
hope i can go out tmr!! i really want lollipop!! ZB!! SARAH!!

2009-06-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

today I'm sick!! slight fever and headache :(
morning went to report at the bedok HQ and i wont be charged..just counseling..same as Sarah :D thank God!! :D
all these happen and it's quite surprising that my mum didnt scold me!! :D she even buy my favourite food these days.. scary sia..
these days i've been craving for Otah and she bought it for me!! hehe!! i'm loving it!! :D
even though she didnt scold me, she did forbid me to go out and have fun!! :( bored to death at home!! :( i want to watch movie with sarah, go hang out with jinghui at tmall, go see vickki and clare, and snowy!! :( and i'm craving for "lollipop" !!! ahhh!!!
i miss sarah jinghui and ah bing ge!! :D

2009-06-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

today jinghui and i went to eat at the Organic Cafe Experience.

Jinghui ate this!!

these baby bean spout taste raw and jinghui just stuff it whole in her mouth. YUCK!!

this chicken chop is nice!!

it's nice and worthy!! :D

this two pictures are stupid!! haha!! what work can be done in progress in such a small box??

anyway i forgot to bring my home keys and was outside my house for 45 mins :( so sad!! and it's worse when i really need to pay my water bills(if you know what it means)!! but atikah save me!! thanks to atikah!! my saviour..

i hate my ******!! naggy and irritating!!

2009-06-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

school is stalking my blog.. this cannot post that cannot post.. might as well delete the blog!!
no privacy no freedom no life!! stupid!!

have to delete the previous post cause the school dont allow!! WEML!!

2009-05-28T09:30:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not.. i dont think i will gain anything but may lose a friend.. im confuse.. can someone give me a suggestion? im losing my sleep and im going mad.. im still in school now and i just talked to mr tan, a nice guy.. he came in to my class to find out whether im okay.. he said he suspected something long ago about the roll-on and the shampoo but i said nothing much..
maybe the whole thing should just blame me for starting to shoplift.if i didnt, i wont get caught, my friendship wont be so bad, ms zahra my school mate and my vp wont be so dissapointed..
if only i can go back to the past..

2009-05-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

ever felt guai-lan until you really felt like crying?? well, i did. at that point of time i really felt damn ashame and even wondered whether i should just go make myself deaf and hear nothing..
i'm just lying to myself that nothing happened.. but the fact is now everyone look down on me.
i got guai-lan by alot of people from my school and today is only the first day of the week!!

i should just stop doing things to get your attention, cause there is ZERO percent chance.i should just give up. i rather be friends than now, so awkward that i dont even dare to say hi. another failure..there goes my last..

2009-05-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

i feel damn ashamed, too ashamed to have the courage to do anything..including liking someone..maybe its time to wake up and come to my senses. for this i only have myself to blame.

and i totally agree what's on joan's blog..
"Many times, we take things for granted. Until we learn our lesson, until we lose them, until they are gone, that's when we start to regret and can only constantly wish for "if"."
but until a big lesson is taught then will we realise it but it's gonna be too late to turn back..

the thought of the policeman,police vehicle, handcuff and the police station now freak me off.. the thing that's bothering me the most is that what people think of me.. the looks from their eyes, the comments and the attitude towards me may change..

i was feeling very down yesterday night and thanks sheryl alot!! for talking to me and be there for me!! she came to my hse downstairs too <33.. when i reach home i smsed some of my closest friends whether did they regret being my friend.. maybe i dont deserve such friends around me..

my mum had been having nightmares and didnt have a goodnight sleep. my father's cough is getting worse..my sister cried for they are worried for my future.. do i really deserve all these??

i cried every night ever since that incident..did some stupid stuff but i remembered what sarah said. " what done cant be undone, why cry over a spilled milk?" and that helps.
words of encouragement often come to me these days and i really felt better.. this may be too big for a lesson to be taught to me but i am gald.. gald that this lesson is taught early to prevent me to do even more..maybe even more daring stuff..

now all i ever want to do is to do well in my studies and o level.. the rest can wait..

2009-05-23T13:58:00.001+08:00

sarah is an abnormal person!! she likes her dog mouth smell and paw smell..most abnormal thing is she always use her mouth to pull her dog tail!! hahaha!!! pervert right!!!
and when i ask jh to guessed what sarah like to do to her dog, she guessed that sarah likes to finger fuck the dog!!! hahaha!!

okay.. i've learnt my lesson about shoplifting!! seriously!! no more next time!!

2009-05-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

friendship sucks, relationship sucks, all the ship ship sucks..cause the ship sink..k k not funny.. seriously everything sucks..my life sucks.. results sucks too.. everything around me is going wrong very wrong..who can i turn to?? who want to volunteer to be a true friend to keep my secret and share my burden?? it's hard i think..

and i'm using my last chance to like someone.. one more chance..cause it's tiring..nvm if it's not sucessful cause i dont expect anything..just to like him siliently..but now so many ppl know and i think he knows.. sian lah/

im bored.. and im sorry for not updating cause i dont really like using computer..

anyway i realise friends are very important to me.without them i will miss out alot alot of things. they went to town with me when i wanted to go town for the first time of my life..(hehe.. this sound stupid) but there were times i was really pissed off with them and cursed myself for being their friend.. but still i still know it's a moment of anger only and i love them.. :D

I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!!

these days i have been going out with them..:D i love them the most..:D and jinghui too..
yh carolyn and joan i didnt really go out that often so....
but dont sad..i love you all too
anyway i realise zhaobin damn cute!! haha esp. when she.... haha.. can play scissors paper stone with her..like some small kid.haha

anyway tell you something stupid!! two dumb stupid idiots went to pinch some ugly person butt.. (hais..want also find prettier one right??) and they got suspended for 2 weeks.. now i'm lonely again,,back to sec 3 days,, :( not really interested to go sch..(not saying that eugenia is important hor!!)

ANYWAY I LOVE MY DADDY!! he say he will pay for my prom!! hehehe!! i thought he wont cause my two elder sister didnt last year.. i love him!! :D
this means i should be going prom..hope the ("clique") evryone will go!! or else i wont go..

im prepared to laugh my ass off sarah's art!! she saw my fake $10 and she drew the other notes!! haha..i dont really trust her art.. :D

okay i shall end here.. im going to play neopets!! woah!! :D

2009-03-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

TinTin is gone and i have nothing to say....

2009-03-21T09:38:00.000+08:00

i hate to update my blog but didnt know that people are reading myy blog..:D hahas...stalkers.. just kidding.. yesterday went to expo with sarah ian eug jane zb and sheryl..saw this nice nice jacket and today im going to buy that jacket!!
jh is at my house bathing now..yawn..
yesterday was a bad day..i almost let the cat out of the bag.. good thing it still remain as a secret in the end..
was kind of angry with sarah tan and eug cause they were damn guai lan to me..i mean SUPER!! maybe because jane was there?? whenever they two are together they get very guai lan and everyone feels like bashing them up..but they were nice sometimes..and whenever outsiders are with us they get more guai lan.. oh yah..jane is so pretty!! hahas..even though she look like ah lian when she dress that way..good thing her crumpler(dont know how to spell) save her.
okay im rushing for time..suppose to meet at 10.30am at expo but i think jh and i will be late cause now is already 9.45am and fauzi is waiting downstairs to wait for us to have breakfast.. jh !! pls hurry up!!
i dont know what she's doing..brushing her teeth while walking around my room.. :)??
this holiday is fun and nice..few days back me sarah ian and eric went to eric house and he got 5 dogs!! rockie bibi gigi queenie and the other one i dont know what name!! hahas. the bibi(chihuahua) go round the house in circles!! damn cute!! and that queenie (husky) big big very cute..and that gigi (chihuahua)have those guai lan face!! haha.. afterwards we went to eat at some jap restaurant.it's eric cousin shop..eric had some $200 voucher so he treat us..so nice!! and we didnt expect to eat so much..total cost $159 so we gave $150 voucher and ian paid the extra..thanks!!

hahas. okay i got to go le.. bye!!!

2009-03-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

i suck in updating my blog.. cause of my LAZINESS!! haha
these days i dont know why suddenly i like to go church:D
hmmm...and tell you something which made me happy!!!i've found my motivation to study for my o levels!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

MY MOTIVATION!!!
Temasek Culinary Academy

Minimum Entry Requirements
English Language (EL1)* Grades 1-6
Mathematics (E or A) Grades 1-6
Any three other subjects, excluding CCA Grades 1-6

To be eligible for selection, you must also have sat for at least one of the following subjects:

Art/Art & Design, Business Studies, Combined Humanities, Commerce/Commercial Studies, Economics, Geography, Higher Art, Higher Music, History, Literature in English/Chinese/Malay/Tamil, Music, Principles of Accounts.

Students taking subjects such as Culinary Practicum, Culinary Science, Wine & Beverage, Service Practicum and Service Skills Methodology will get to enjoy having first-hand experience learning at our new S$5.5million food & beverage complex overlooking the swimming pool and reservoir.

This complex comprises of 2 dining rooms, individual and production kitchens with state-of-the-art equipment, Wine Appreciation Studio, Cooking Demonstration Theatre and other accompanying facilities will form the classrooms of our students. The students will have the very best of training and facilities to give them a solid foundation and prepare them well for the vibrant, exciting and challenging world of food & beverage business.

cool right!!! :D haha.. i love cooking by the way...if you dont know :D

okay today i had friendly match against fuchun..fun and relax..:D it was good that mr teo said most of us were on form today..

after friendly, ada(assistant coach)acted as mr teo for the de-brief..damn funny..even mr teo himself laughed when ada acted so real of him.. :D

afterwards we went to tmall for lunch and movie.. watch hotel for dogs..to me its a nice show..as i love dogs..haha but maybe to those who dont like dogs wont think that the movie is nice..
i cried at the part where the dogs where about to be put to sleep.damn sad cause more than 50 dogs to be put to sleep (die).
sarah should watch this movie!!!

anyway, anyone wants to donate money to me so that sarah can sell me her dog? i need $100.she rather throw her dog away then to give me for free...hais!! money minded singaporean..

by the way from morning match till now im getting really tired,cause i didnt have an afternoon nap...yawn* it's time to say bye!! dont miss me!! goodnight!!

2009-01-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

you say i what i say dont makes sense then you say got make sense meh??!!!
you can give me all the yellow forms, all the detention you want i dont give a damn..
if even a player's mood was affected because of what you say i think i should have the right to remind you..so stop acting like you care cause you dont!!! you just dont want to listen what others have to say..i dont know whether you dont understand or what,,its just waste of time and energy talking to you when you dont seems to care.. if you seriously dont care then you seriously dont fit to be a teacher!!

several mins....
i'm cooled down from what happen just now..hais..
anyway three hurrays for me cause finally i know that i am able to forget you..
i'm confident that i dont like you anymore..tired of love
im going to play my neopets!!! <333333
BYE!!!

2008-12-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

Are dreams really the opposite from reality?
Is it true that what you dream of will not happen in reality?
If it's true, how i wish i can stay in my dream where my dreams are real..
you may have forgotten me but i haven't.. Until now i haven't even know whats the reason that why i lose you this friend'.At first you were the one who wanted this friendship to continue but you were also the one who break this friendship without telling me anything..not even the reason.I was even told that you FLARE UP when you hear things about me..what exactly happen?What exactly did i do wrong? This year is it good or bad? good to know you or bad? am i suppose to be happy to welcome the new year, 2009 or stay sad with the memories of 2008??

2008-12-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate that feeling. only wished that i didnt get to know you at the first place.i realised whenever i passed by that place we used to be, i will hope that you will appear even though i dont dare to see you..everything i do reminds me of you. i dont know why the feeling of missing you is back..i feel damn terrible. i seriously hate that person who made the wide distance between us until we never even talk..i dont even think there will be chance for us to be back as last time..

2008-09-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

i've realised that i can easily fall in love very fast...hais..
i just can help it when i felt so happy whe i saw you...but when i cant see you i will kept thinking about what happen the last time i saw you..you are so funny that you can make me laugh just by doing nothingspan

2008-09-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

EUGENIANGKANGTENG AND HUANGZHAOBIN!!! STOP ASKING..!!!!
ino longer trust anyone..!!! so this time i'm sure i wont say!!
only stupid people will think that the person i like is one of the person that i like last time...

today after geography around 1245 (cause ms low let us off early) i went cc play bball andSTUDY!!! haha.
suppose to have amaths but.....( you should know) haha...shhhhhh
today balling at cc was fun but not studying..cause studying is not fun even at the first place..haha
played with jingguang around 7+pm(dont know how to spell lah) and he teached me alot:) he's nice!! then around 8+pm we played with jin zhong and friends...until 1050pm...and of course i got scolded from mama...
i finally got sick:) slight fever i think haha and i got serious cough and flu.. :) vommited alot today and i think i got stomach flu...spread from sylvia...(my partner in class) thanks:)
still thinking whether i should go school tmr or see doctor:)

2008-09-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

today suppose to go airport TO STUDY but (expected) in the end we didnt..cause it's alot of people and that makes us cant concentrate. was with YH SHERYL SARAHTAN ZB CAROLYN EUGENIA AND MYSELF..:) (caps lock it cause they are important to me:) ) in the end around 5 plus carolyn left followed by sarahtan and eugenia at 6 plus cause they when for bbq...

left zb sheryl yh and me going to zb house cause her nice brother cooked dinner for us...damn nice...hope one day he can teach me how to cook...even though i dont like mushrooms but he cooked till it's so nice that i ate 3:) very juicy and cheesy:) yum yum!!
played monopoly soon and yh was damn high..-.- dont know for what reason..haha
soon we got distracted from the tv show and stop the game.. around 11 we left leaving the game for the nice zb to keep for us :D haha
and once again sheryl's father is so nice to fetch me home :)

anyway it's now 1155pm.. 27 hrs since my phone's been lost :(((
im damn sad about it..the story goes...
on 12 sept we had friendly with other school and after reaching back school around 5 plus, my team mates and i went cc.. a left around 10 mins later cause my legs hurts...
then around 920pm i received a call from jh to ask me to go down to cc again cause she's bored alone with sheryl.. i reject her 'date' cause i was sleeping when she called.. but suddenly i felt like playing ball so i went to ask my mother if i can go down for awhile..she disagreed but after i begged for 1 min not stop she finally agreed...but to promise her to reach home by 10
i reach around 930pm and placed my phone in jh's bag and played ball with sheryl and jh until around 950pm we saw weilong chaohan and reach so we comtinued to play ball with them..around 1000pm sheryl left, leaving only jh and i comtinue playing.. with the bag at the other court, we continued playing..at the beginning actually i did ask sheryl and jh to bring their bags over but they changed topic and we forgotten all about it..
around 1015pm-1025pm jh and i decided to go home as it was quite late.. i went to look for my phone in jh's bag and i couldn't find it..then jh came and look for her wallet and it was lost..realising that why is the bag unzipped we knew it at the moment that our things got stolen..jh was damn sad and started to cry..weilong and friends came and ask what happen..with their help we used one of their phone to call the police..around 1110pm the police came and took our statement..nurul came down too cause she lost her wallet somewhere before 8pm..
i didnt know why at that point i felt nothing but when i woke up this morning i cried alot and was very angry with myself as it was too careless of me...today went out also felt very empty..

2008-09-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

today we had a friendly with nan qiao high..won them!! :D 70+ to less than 10..
but i was damn sucky..damn scared about this year's team..i have no confidence anymore..
dont know why suddenly in the bus on the way back to school i thought of this..

realised how important friends are to me..esp the group..(joan carolyn sheryl yinghui jinghui zhaobin eugenia and sarah.tan) love them lots..really cant really believe that 3 years have gone pass and we are still close..really can't imagine what will happen if i dont have them.. read joan's blog few weeks ago..writing about everyone in the group..memories..haha

2008-09-10T21:08:00.001+08:00

to some ill-mannered people:

maybe its really quite a joke for you all but to the person its an insult..
hope you all can be more considerate by putting yourself in other people's shoes

today im not going to say much...its just the worst day that can ever happen..
got really pissed..maybe i can just say that i'm able to see some people true colours
and what they really think about me..
(not saying whose fault..it's just that im really very upset about it)

2008-09-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

went to the gym with sarahTan yingying and ruhuan last week... upload now is because my com send for repair and finally i can use!! :) lazy to type..just some photos for you...

RUHUAN

ME

SARAH.TAN

YINGYING

JUNIORS:) (its nice cause without sarahTan)

me and sarahTan

together!!

darling!!

smile:)

retarded..

vulgar girl

12 players for next year b'division is not out yet..actually its quite obvious who's inside..very scared... its always the last 2 positions that is making me worried..

2008-09-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

hello!!! finally im updating...in rongshun house:)
jiakang yonghao ivan and jinghui are here also:)
playing mahjong:)

STUPID EUGENIA GO AND DIE!!!
IM NOT GOING!!!

back now...from camp..was tiring BUT fun:)
hahha..even though kind of a little unsucessful about the camp but manage to play at least 2 games..but anyway the last part of the camp was funny...i asked everyone to sit in the middle and close their eyes. and they did.. after that the sec3 girls took water bomb and throw at them..and the water game starts:) it was my idea:)
first day food was sucky!! but the last day food rocks!!! :)
jia kang is irritating!!! -until i accidently hit his ***** im sorry:)
and you look damn sexy with your specs:)
anyway this camp make me realise that actually those people who are quiet were actually the ones very noisy..esp. JASPER!! haha.. i love....his skills:)

2008-06-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

You was my closest friend...
i really thought you were...
and i am disappointed that it was just the past...

to y o u :if i keep es then i c an qu i t yo u know??
yo u in t rod u ced me t hi s m ba r
rass you infr o n t of ot her
job and now you said this..
my ch a r act e r is li ke t h a t wh
at you e x pect me to d vo..this is
n ot t h e fi rs t da y you knew me..
wh ats w r o n g wi t h m e gett in g ex c i t ed
doi n g cou nter ?? w h at a b o ut you?? M D S!!

2008-06-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

i am damn unhappy with ** ***s!!! they are like so ****ing bias towards sheryl...pls not only i think so..but almost everyone i know also thinks so!!!even sheryl knows it herself..
today i yh zb xt and ada was late 15 mins..so we need to run..
?? mins late plus 20 rounds=
15+20=35....
BUT sheryl woo was late for 1 hour but run same as us...35 rounds WOW!!! is this fair??? i dont care whos reading this but seriously this is so unfair..i really cant take it anymore.. this didnt happen once only..
today sheryl also GL ** *** saying that he is always late for giving the 12 main players but he dont even mind..
that time all the sec2 &3 doing bang shots..under damn hot sun and we are suppose to reach a target in a limited time or we have to run...but guess what??? ** *** said sheryl and nurul dont need to do...i dont mind about nurul is because she step down already so she just came for training to train us..but sheryl???

EVEN THOUGH THIS IS SO DAMN OBVIOUS THAT ** *** IS WHO BUT I STILL HAVE TO SAY THIS!!!
STOP BEING SO BIAS!! ITS SO DAMN UNFAIR!!!

2008-06-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

so long never see kaeven already!! talked in msn with her in afternoon..:D
started the web-cam thingy and its so fun!! good thing i dont have web-cam so she cant see me but i can see her..she dont smile :(
suppose to talk to her again around 8pm to 9pm but i came back late around 11pm..hahaha cause i went out with jinghui eugenia and zhaobin..hais..
to Kaeven: pls arrange to go out to eat ban main together again!! and orea ice blended!! i miss those days :D
i really want back those days where i got more friends and family beside me.. things really getting from bad to worse lately...hais
i miss SAC people!! :D

2008-05-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

does anyone knows the feeling of being scared of reality more??
i have been hearing lots and lots of story about people betraying me..saying out secrets and backstabbing me..im seriously going to burst soon..now i dont know who to trust, who to turn to..during the time when my grandfather passed away things have been happening and i dont know.. when i tried to ask wat have been happening, different stories have been told to me but who am i suppose to believe.. the most trusted friends of mine have betrayed me..i dont know..almost all my friends have betrayed me from wat i've heard but should i believe??this world is really giving me the creeps that make me want to get out of reality soon..im really scared this time..

2008-05-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

never blog these days..cause very busy..preparing funeral..
my grandfather has passed away
i can still remember he loves me alot.. i love his food esp.
whenever i said i like something he cooked he will cooked more the next time i come..
on the day he passed away..it was 01-05-08..
labour day. 3am in the morning my father was called to rush over asap to see him.
i was woken up and rushed there..the whole road was like ours..no car was at sight.
when we reached, my father went to park the car while my sister and i rushed up..
just in time he took his last breath.
by the time my father came up, my grandfather left..
funeral was held immediately and was ready in the afternoon..
everyday i went to help..went early in the morning and late at night..
cant really get to sleep..
today he was cremated.. i was still thinking that he wont leave me that soon..
but the fact is there.. i cried alot until i almost vomitted.. i really missed him alot..alot...

2008-04-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

for wat i know know is i will hate you even more and you are the cause of it..

i know being my friend and knowing me is nothing but trouble. and i know that you hate me now..

today is the worse day ever..

2008-04-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

i feel that im the most sucky-est friend to have. its your bad luck to have a friend like me..dont be nice to me..
went bucks with the usuals..did something damn regretted..thanks alot for the people who was there to comfort me or to make me happy..esp. to the two new friends i made..they damn funny...thanks kaeven ak gladys pris and yh to comfort me..thanks alot.. love them:D
im tired of falling in love..scared to get hurt or get false hope

2008-04-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Found this somewhere...damn nice:
I picture u there while I’m sitting here trying to distract myself from missing you so much..Its not easy...My thoughts always find a way to come back to you. Your silhouette's in the background of every image in my mind, and your voice runs through my head like a love song. Your voice remains in my head. Sometimes I think I see you in a crowd but its not you-its just wishful thinking. I’m left here with this incredible sense of missing everything about you want you to know that I miss you, a lot. And I keep the light on in my heart, the light of love just for you.

I’ve never loved anyone the way that love you .I’ve never known someone so well and still left to discover. Never been able to say 'I love you' and have meant it something beautifully different every time .I has never known someone I could spend hours with and still long for time to share. Never felt so close to someone in many ways. and even though I know I’ll never be able to tell you with words how much you mean to me .I hope you somehow understand that the love I feel for you is ore beautiful, one meaningful than the words that I can ever say.

I cant get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you. How great you look when you smile. and how much I like your laugh daydream about you off and on all day. Replaying pieces of our conversation...Laughing again about funny things you said or did. I have memorized your face and the way you look at me...It melts my heart every time I think about it. And I catch myself smiling when I imagine what will happen the next time we're together. You must be something very special, because I can’t remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone. Even though neither of us knows the future holds know one thing for sure, you’re the one of the very best things that's happened to me in my life.

You have turned my world upside down. So much so, in fact, that instead I focusing on work find myself counting the minutes until I’ll see you again. Instead me accomplishing what i need to do, I catch myself replaying moments with you from the day I knew you...instead of ding things that I should be doing, I’m constantly dreaming about you. You’ve turned my world upside down, and I just thought you should know one thing-I’m loving every minute of it.

The last one was my favourite...It describe the feeling I’m having...haha:D
TODAY I went airport with Joan jh and Sheryl...ha-ha talked a lot...And made a damn stupid video...Ha-ha...I bet anyone who read it will laugh like some idiot...Soon after that met weicong they all...Keith came soon..Around 9 plus then went home.

2008-04-19T00:05:00.000+08:00
SICK!! hahah..so long never sick le..:D
read your lj and pm..omg hate it..hais.
but thanks to someone i now having a bad impression of u
hais..maybe thats a good thing :D
just came back from carolyn's chalet..haha..
very fun..lots of people..and FOOD!!
but sad to say i only ate 5 satay..:D
nvm...BBQ is fattening..hahah

2008-04-16T20:57:00.001+08:00
hahaha!! yinghui and kaeven thinks that i rock!! hahahs!! love them lots!!.. at val hse now...very big big lor the house..hahha.. :D

2008-04-15T22:26:00.000+08:00
today morning he put money on my table but i didnt take it..then he took it away..just now he passed my sister the money again and ask her to pass to me..
cliques and me now like nth happen..maybe its a good thing??
skipped training today thanks to someone who last min didnt wanted to go..cause wanted to take spec but last min didnt..hahahs
tmr going to val hse..hahaha (DOG!!)Yeah!!
thurs making the present for carolyn and pris..
fri carolyn's chalet
saturday pris celebration..ahahha
today is the worse day ever..felt sleepy at the first period..hahah..was sleeping but mrs liu woke me up..still remember its a nice dream but cant really remember wat is it..and today the very nice math tch got angry and went out of class when teaching halfway..cause the class is too noisy..and i say i went to toilet but in the end i went to find ada they all and went for 30 mins i think..hahah..
anyway..THANKS EUGANIA for the donut..its great!!

mood-sleepy tired day

2008-04-13T23:53:00.000+08:00
to jh: about the thing i rather go out with the sac people than u..i swear im not refering to you..but about the part i hate people bother about who i hang out with is yoou..you were once someone i trust the most and wanted a friend like you the most..but saad to say you've changed..u can dont admit it but seriously i can see lots of things have changed in you.. ever since i am in differen class with you i had very little time to see you and talk to you...so when you change its quite obvioues...the attitude and the character of yours really change..
to anyone who read my recent post: i know its really hurting to read it but this is really my thought..im not going to say who im refering about but i am really sorry if i hurt anyone..sorry.. but i swear is not anyone in my school im talking about!! esp. its not anyone from the cliques.. its someone i really hate alot..i hate my family!! esp that stupid bastard!! he almost slapped me..i hate you! from today onwards im just going to take it as i have no parents.. i hate it when u insult my friends when u only see them like a glance??? you have no rights to comment on them!! i hate you!! i will remember wat you had done to me today!!